homeless in portland

ok, so its month two of my homeless adventures in portland. Ive managed to have a couch every night, thankfully. Ive been going back and fourth between portland and lebanon, Or, its been quite a ride. Be homeless for three weeks in portland and then down to lebanon to be with family and have a home. Its a been of a stressor, one that i so willing chose. When i went to maui, i decided that i wanted to experince a new kind of life, one without that job that i work so mindlessly at for years, to just pay bills, i decided that i was going to search for what i loved, and i wasnt going to take and empty road for and answer. I told myself i would keep walking until i found whatever it is, happiness, purpose, love, whatever clicks. I knew that i was tired of working a job that i knew i didnt want to give my life to. So i went to maui, learned some new skills, learned how to hitchhike and how to be a bum, and i fucking loved it! Then i came back to portland my home, to where i thought i had a home. Unfortunately my parents moved from portland and i no longer had residence in p-town, i didnt let that stop me, my firends said hey, we understand, go out there find it, stay here while you do. Then i met Anna Marti, tantric practitioner, shes amazing, shes been teaching me about tantra as well as opening up her home to me. She one of the most generous people i have met.
So, thats pretty much a quick overview of the last couple months. went to maui, had a great time, learned a lot about myself, practiced yoga, was a bum, and brought it all back to portland with me. Now its a little less than one week till christmas, im headed down to lebanon to be with family, that will be nice. Then back to portland to bum around again. I told myself that if i was going to bum it, i needed to do something with my time, so ive been practicing yoga, and looking for valunteer work. Ive been finding some good potential. Then next few months are going to be great. My hope is that i get lost in volunteer work, at least for a little bit. I need a little selflessness right now. Well thats all for now! Oswell out!